Moving??!

Moving????

So.. Some short time ago I decided that I was going to move to Alberta, some 5000 kms away from where I am currently living.  I am super excited to get going but there are certain things about the whole process that are scaring the shit out of me.

#1 - I am leaving my best friend in the world, Lee-Ann Wolsey.  She and I have been friends for fifteen years, and not having her within an hour of me is just something I never thought would happen.  It scares me to think that something silly is going to happen like we drift apart.

#2 - My parents / grandparents are certainly not getting any younger.  It scares me to think that I might get out there and like it too much, and not come home often enough.  I have to be ever-alert and paying attention to this about myself once I'm gone.

#3 - I have never even been to Alberta.  I haven't seen my cousin in SEVEN years, so this scares me a little bit.  I love her dearly but you have to think about the fact that seven years ago I was 15 or  16.  I was young enough that I am now a totally different person, and so is she.  What if we aren't the same people that got along before??? -_-

#4 - I want this to be the definitive moment in my life where things start to go right.  It is no secret that Josh and myself haven't made the best decisions throughout our six years together.  This is our chance to make a difference for ourselves, and in our lives so that the outcome is different.

These are my flights.  I could have booked it so that it was a direct flight.  There was a direct flight for the same day but I close the one with all of the stops.  There is going to be some sort of satisfaction come out of being in four provinces in one day :)

Ok -- I'm done rambling now.

Ken